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It is actually kind of funny when your sufferment becomes bearable , Some people think this is the part when you have overcome the difficulties in the past that were the reason you were in the dark place where you stood at . However it is my theory that resilence in the human being its not the capacity to overcome difficulties but to be strong enough to adapt to live with the problems you are fighting to resolve. Every day that has passed throug the last month has been a new adventure , some times I miss you even more than the day before , and there are days like today that although you come to my mind pretty frequently , those memories are pleasant and a big smile is being drawn in my face while sometimes I can feel your fingers running through  my back. I have adapted , I am stronger , I got thicker skin. Sometimes my new armor falls down and I cry a few tears for the dream of some day being together again , then I realize that fairy tales normally dont come true . Today I...

It has been a long time since the last time I had felt like writting , however , when I felt this urge again,  I somehow realized that words in my native language had run out in all the letters I wrote to you in the past , now I will start writting to you in another language in which I feel comfortable to use , and my feelings will still feel reflected in the few or many words that will be written along this series of letters . I sincerely hope you never find out abouth this letter, maybe I gave you the past ones , however this feels different , this time I am not writting to confess something I could not say in the past . December 25th, 2016 My dearest R: Analyzing the past series of events , I somehow acheived a conclusion I couldn´t have done in the past. I love you , I have loved you for a very long time . I have not done other thing in the past year but to love you and eventhough in my head my subconscious has whispered in my ear that you are the greatest love I have eve...