Open Letter to the love of my life
It has been a long time since the last time I had felt like writting , however , when I felt this urge again, I somehow realized that words in my native language had run out in all the letters I wrote to you in the past , now I will start writting to you in another language in which I feel comfortable to use , and my feelings will still feel reflected in the few or many words that will be written along this series of letters .
I sincerely hope you never find out abouth this letter, maybe I gave you the past ones , however this feels different , this time I am not writting to confess something I could not say in the past .
December 25th, 2016
My dearest R:
Analyzing the past series of events , I somehow acheived a conclusion I couldn´t have done in the past. I love you , I have loved you for a very long time . I have not done other thing in the past year but to love you and eventhough in my head my subconscious has whispered in my ear that you are the greatest love I have ever known ... I knew this had to be a lie .
For you to be entitled as the love of my life the feeling would have to be reciprocal.
Indeed it never was . I am less than 22 years old , my knowledge in life is less than nothing compared to all the things I am supossed to learn in my way through life . Maybe you are not the love of my life , however , up to today , you have been the greatest love of my life , and even if I died today ... my memory would only bring one name , one set of flesh back to my last breath . And that would be you.
It has been more than a month since the last time we met. I miss you a lot . My flesh screams your name , each breath I take whispers to the air the love I have professed you for a very long time. Sometimes when the city lights allow the stars to appear in the sky , your hazel eyes and your grin appears in my memory , and I am the happiest man on earth.
This was never supossed to work , you are 16 years older than me and our lifes go completely in asymptotic directions. A lot of people think asymptotes never touch each other , however math has proven that they do , in the infinite , however they do.
Science has been part of my life from a very long time from now. There is a rule no one says but every scientist follows , every theory your mind can imagine is true until it has been proven wrong.
You may not be the love of my life , I might not even love you , however there is no proof of that. So I will still believe that I do until I am proven wrong. I may not know what love is , but the closest empirical experience that I have is the kiss that you once gave me , and made me fall hard in love with you.
My future is uncertain right now , I am in the middle of nowhere , the only thing I have for certain is that I love you , and I will keep on doing that until I dont. Time will make my wounds hurt ... and space will make our separation less of a torture.
You will be happy with the love of your life which you already have by your side ... and I will keep on breathing and my heart will keep beating .
I love you with everthing I have and I am.
à bientôt
Yours forever:
L
I sincerely hope you never find out abouth this letter, maybe I gave you the past ones , however this feels different , this time I am not writting to confess something I could not say in the past .
December 25th, 2016
My dearest R:
Analyzing the past series of events , I somehow acheived a conclusion I couldn´t have done in the past. I love you , I have loved you for a very long time . I have not done other thing in the past year but to love you and eventhough in my head my subconscious has whispered in my ear that you are the greatest love I have ever known ... I knew this had to be a lie .
For you to be entitled as the love of my life the feeling would have to be reciprocal.
Indeed it never was . I am less than 22 years old , my knowledge in life is less than nothing compared to all the things I am supossed to learn in my way through life . Maybe you are not the love of my life , however , up to today , you have been the greatest love of my life , and even if I died today ... my memory would only bring one name , one set of flesh back to my last breath . And that would be you.
It has been more than a month since the last time we met. I miss you a lot . My flesh screams your name , each breath I take whispers to the air the love I have professed you for a very long time. Sometimes when the city lights allow the stars to appear in the sky , your hazel eyes and your grin appears in my memory , and I am the happiest man on earth.
This was never supossed to work , you are 16 years older than me and our lifes go completely in asymptotic directions. A lot of people think asymptotes never touch each other , however math has proven that they do , in the infinite , however they do.
Science has been part of my life from a very long time from now. There is a rule no one says but every scientist follows , every theory your mind can imagine is true until it has been proven wrong.
You may not be the love of my life , I might not even love you , however there is no proof of that. So I will still believe that I do until I am proven wrong. I may not know what love is , but the closest empirical experience that I have is the kiss that you once gave me , and made me fall hard in love with you.
My future is uncertain right now , I am in the middle of nowhere , the only thing I have for certain is that I love you , and I will keep on doing that until I dont. Time will make my wounds hurt ... and space will make our separation less of a torture.
You will be happy with the love of your life which you already have by your side ... and I will keep on breathing and my heart will keep beating .
I love you with everthing I have and I am.
à bientôt
Yours forever:
L
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